I want to believe in something.

I want to be involved in something valuable - worthwhile - eternal.

I need to be excited again.

There must be a good reason to continue.

I know what I know but until I get it from ‘im the way I would want to understand it - or how I should understand it - I won’t stop from bugging ‘im.

I need something significant, something palpable.

I need some understanding.

I want ‘em to know I’m capable of loving.

I need to care again.

I need not just a form of work but a form of activity that will get me There.

Rambling is good but it’s too easy. I need something substantial.

I need to get myself There.

I’ll get there.

Oh yes I will.